Jan 15

So I wasn't going to blog. The last couple days I've been in a mood and then yesterday I was ready to curl up and hide away until February.  But it was that feeling that I realized the mean people weren't going to rule my life. Have faith and let God help is what I needed to do and let whatever happens happen. Bella had her last gymnastics class for the semester and it was family open gym, so I asked josh to come with and I think it's just what we all needed. 

But let me back up a bit. Tuesday Bella went back to school and did great. Other then it was really slippery. I went with Max to met with some friends at mcdonalds. Totally had a great time there. I've missed meeting with them. Holidays, snow days and appt slept me away. Max did pretty good too. We got home and then things went down hill. Max didn't want to nap so that was frustrating. When he doesn't nap he only wants to watch tv on my lap or else he screams. I really wanted to get something done as I would like to declutter the house before josh goes in for surgery. Being in charge of the kids, him and the house will not leave much time for extra cleaning so if I get rid of more stuff hopefully I can not spend as much time cleaning up. I want to be able to enjoy my family instead of being stressed out over a disaster of a house. 

So anyhow Max didn't want to nap until late, thankfully josh got Bella from school as Max slept until 3. The wind came and cooled us down so it was too cold to go outside :-( 

Wednesday came with some really rotten news, which left both josh and I struggling to figure out how this can be. It made for a rough day, both of us on ice and snapping. I'm glad Bella was at school for most of it. I did do a couple things to try to better the day. Max and I went to library where I figured out how I can rent e books from my library now. This is good for me bc I've been big into reading books via the kindle app on the iPad. Then I took Max to get this hair cut. The first time was when he was in Florida at 18 months old. I had been putting it off and knew I needed to suck it up and do it. Fate was with me because the hairdresser I wanted answered the phone, got me the perfect appt time with her. So yeah it was meant to be. We went right after library and Max did great. He wouldn't let us put the capes on to keep the hair off but a little hair never hurt anyone. He looks like such a little boy now. 

We got home and Max napped while josh and I struggled to make heads or tails. I promise when it's all said and done ill post what happened but it's nothing to do with his health or mine. Josh had a chiropractor appt right before Bella would be done with school so he did that while Max and I played. Then while josh was milking I asked him to come with to Bella's gymnastics class. I'm so glad he did because Max was all over the place.